I’m here to have another theological internal debate.
Last time I prayed, I did it publicly here.
Tonight, I had to pray for the same kid’s family. More terrible things happened.
This prayer was different, it was full of questions and confusion and desperation.
I’d do anything to take on the pain this kid has to go through.
As I was questioning how prayers worked and if anything could help, my music cut out in the middle of a song and started instantly playing “live like you were dying” which is so unfortunately fitting.It has to mean something, i think.
I don’t know what to do, but prayer seems to be the only place to turn. And I mean it, I’d do anything to take the pain and hardships this boy has had to go through.
i’m not like other girls. actually, i’m nothing like other girls. and that girl u saw get on the bus earlier isn’t like other girls either. it’s surprising, really. it’s almost as if everybody is different from each other. holy shit
not just followers, everyone.
I’m here if any of you need to talk<3